Of…hormones and compliments..its a woman thing is it?


My hormone levels are definitely haywire since last 6 months. I dont know what happen. I know i should seek medical help. Professional medical help. but….i still have no guts. After some googling, symptom checking, i think i had this…..PCOS..stands for Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. Sounds terrifying no? When it actually means i will get hairier and fatter and needs meds to concieve (infertile)….Perempuan mana sanggup infertile????? Guys will have second thought marrying infertile woman, i guess.(because having offspring’s is vital to them…well IT IS). It’s very rare…and sweet (too) if a guy threw away that grave matter after he knows.

Well actually its the worst case scenario i want to think of im having..And also a push for me to go seek medical help………One deja vu thing is that…while im sulking myself to that delusion, im having a free Sunday afternoon and deciding to read Julie & Julia: 365 Days, 524 Recipes, 1 Tiny Apartment Kitchen. Julie appears to have that same PCOS i was sulking about! Oh myy….it happens after she decided to sell her eggs to stranger so that she can pay her bad debt. That book is hella funny..Im still reading it.

Things gets a whole lot better when my menses is finally came. Praise to Allah.

I went to my cousin wedding last Saturday at kampung. My kampung is in Tapah walaupun rumah arwah Tok Yah dah takde, we still went there if theres any occasion/wedding mostly. Ok all these hanky panky of kenduris……….come to one thing that shocked me big time.Kak Intan is my kakak sedara yang i can talk to. Im sorta a shy girl among my fathers side of family. I dont know why, just that.. i looked back when i was kid, im kinda loner and dont talk much..and do not meet them much. On my late mothers side lain sebab i always see them and dekat. But as we aged, we have to suit ourselves up lah kan.. One thing i noticed, after my mother passed away, Ayah selalu bring me to kampung, thats why i boleh la get along sikit, plus my disaster strike dulu tu, it happens to be the reason we talk and feel the attachments. See…ada banyak hikmah. Praise to Allah. Ok back to the ‘shocked big time’ thingy..

What you do if someone compliment you in an unusual way….Unlike any other..and the person doesnt even know you and the person has no “that” interest. An old man told kak intan that he like looking at me..Kinda ada light reflected back, like an easy going person and would like to cari someone for me…Ok i am in noo wayy to ‘jump into the basket and pull it myself” but that makes me flatter. and…oh..it uplift me to retain that perception. Praise to Allah.

 

Everybody is posting this on FB.Heres the trailer of Indespicable Me 2 singing Banana Potato, a remake from The Beach Boys : Barbara Ann. I love classics….they are (obviously) never goes out of style. Semalam im posting a video of The Beatles singing Blackbird. Kurt Hummel did a remake of that song in Glee..beautiful song. I love how a song is simple and preach love and isnt about durrty thing.

(BA BA BA BABANANA BA BA BA BABANANA) NA NA NA AHH POTATO NA AH AH BANANA AH AH TO GA LI NO PO TA TO NI GA NI BA LO BA NI KA NO GA JI~
BA BA BA BABANANA. YO PLANO HU LA PA NO NO TU MA BANANA LIKE A NUPI TALAMU BANANA BA BA POTATO HO OHHHHHH TO GA LI NO PO TA TO NI GA NI
BA LO BA NI KA NO GA JI GA BA BA BA BABANANAAAAAAAAA

these minions are the cutest. they speak gibberish with a hint of english and french.

Oh, Ain hand me over some of things i asked her to buy at UK. Saje nak try Soap and Glory…i loveeeee it. I cuma ask her to buy the gift pack “Soapers Heroes” which include travel size of Clean on me, Glad Hair Day, Flake Away, Righteous Butter and Girligo Body Spray. The smell is to die forrr!! Its not overpowering yet sweet and womany and almondy. The fact that it leaves my bathroom and bedroom a great scent makes me wanna buy real sized of them..I like “Clean on Me” most. Nanti boleh scoot over to Sephora KLCC/Pavi. Harga dia reasonable.

soapers heroes

Pic taken from plussizekitten

Then i got this fcuk clutch. Nice to bring to kenduris. That clutch comes with fcuk lipgloss, mirror and body spray

fcuk clutch set

Picture taken from ukdiscountshop

And plus Ain gave me this

She got it for free anywayss. Havent tried it yet but i will tonight because i have a movie date…..with Ain..haha. Dragging her to watch ‘This means War’. Luckily ada Chris Pine so dia agree…

Tiba-tiba teringin nak baca Wuthering Heights..I’ve been accidentally bump into many verse of ppl mentioning it and now i’d like to read it. Wuthering Height is a novel by Emily Bronte. I used to read Charlotte Bronte’s title dulu. Emily is her lil sister.Ok nak cari kt BookXCess (turns out ada!)..I baru tau tempat nii haritu pergi nak beli buku Rumi sebenarnya tapi i buy Julie Julie and one self help book plus tolong Azie buy her Sophie Kinsella’s title. Murahhh gile….semua tu each Rm17.90 only, termasuk Wuthering Heights yg i nak cari.

Im truly hooked by Rumi. Rumi is America’s best selling poet. Good to know..:) He is 13th-century Persian, Muslim poet, jurist, theologian, and Sufi mystic. It could be the greatest da’wah through poem that he wrote. Its beautifully put. I got my daily dose of Rumi quote in facebook. [For Rumi, religion was mostly a personal experience and not limited to logical arguments or perceptions of the senses. Creative love, or the urge to rejoin the spirit to divinity, was the goal towards which every thing moves.] wiki

Flatters in chest. Butterfly in tummy.

2 responses to this post.

  1. weeeeeeee tak dapat tgk movieeeeee

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